they gave me no reason to want to continue at their sorry excuse of a "facility"

i have an interview in about 20 minutes. i wanted to express my frustration about how when i went to courage kenny- people REFUSED to acknowledge it.. so it was basically like i was working hard in rehab. FOR NOTHING. it doesn't surpise me that my family refuses to recognize EVERYTHING i've been through because IF they REALLY cared about me.. THEY'D WORK ON ACTUALLY HAVING ME PROGRESS IN LIFE. the fact that courage kenny themselves refuse to give me credit for what i've ALREADY done doesn't give me the desire to continue going there OR wasting my time in this particular state because i don't get help or happiness doing anything else in this state (with exception to working the 2 hours i volunteer at sabathani on tuesday). IT JUST SHOWS ME THE LACK OF CARE I RECEIVE FROM MY FAMILY FOR NOT SPEAKING UP FOR ME AND HELPING ME BECOME ACTUALLY USEFUL AND CONSTRUCTIVE.. I BLAME AMANDA- SINCE MY GRANDMA ALWAYS USED TO SAY HOW SHE WAS TAKING HER PLACE IN BEING MY ADVOCATE. IF i actually get ahold of her- ALL i get from her is empty encouragement by her saying, "YOU GOT THIS!" to me. my psychologist asked me if amanda ever spent time with people with traumatic brain injuries before and i said, "no. it doesn't seem like it either." AMANDA IS LIKE A BIG OL' HOLE TO MY LIFE. if you didn't wanna take my grandma's place as an advocate- YOU SHOULD'VE SAID IT WHEN SHE ASKED. YOU GOT THIS!